So Long, I Say
I’m just not, nor have I ever been, a hater. I rule. being a hater would negate the ruling. mucho.
it’s never been a choice really, I just dislike conflict a lot, no matter who is really to blame. I’ve always been of the thinking that we should talk things out, fix the prob(s), & just, y’know, continue to chillax with the bro or bros in question even if they make you mad like hatter. even if they act dang fool. it’s just a freeing way to be, zen-like, even though we may often wonder if acting like it’s always all okay is the best use of our time and/or relationship juice. yes, relationship juice.
as someone who likes to make newyear’s resolutions (which means, I like to make appropriate changes..which technically really means I like THINKING about making appropriate changes), pondering extensively my life/person, and getting pretty drunk on most occassions – I have found that once I actually reach a point where something seems more ick than awesome, I tend to let go. JUST LIKE THAT.
this never happens until it’s just at the point of stupid. like, only an idiot would keep that up!!!
for instance – I always give people way too many chances to screw around with my well-meaning-just-shrug-cuz, hey-its-cool personality. but once it feels in my gut like a way overpriced fanny pack of a friendship or undertaking, I’m out like neil patrick harris.
and, it’s still true that I am not a hater. it’s just, I’m more focused on what really should have my attention, rather than giving everything and everyone who hasn’t actually held my head underwater,
the benefit of the doubt.
I’m glad we had that talk.
HAVE A NICE LIFE.
(just kidding. cos I know, if you are reading this, you’d never drown someone who rules and tries to teach others to rule through a seldom-read but soon-to-be-famous blog. !?!?!?!?)
